I like to preserve specialness. I like to feel special. I like the thought that I could have something all to myself. I like to keep things to myself because I feel if I let it out, something precious to me will be broken.

My ego is so giant yet I’m so insecure. I don’t understand DD:<

People say you learn from your mistakes but sometimes people learn a wrong lesson.

theres a concert and I want to go just for the featuring artists, I barely know the main one, I mean, I probably should, but, I don’t. And it’s expensive and I have lots of work coming up and I just- I don’t know man. 

I like having someone to look up to. I like that sense of comfort and reliability.

You keep take take taking and before you know it, it’s all gone.

Can’t suppress this emotion. Don’t care if I am a bad person for now, because I will be better. 
You can’t just show up and try to take my spot. You have never been involved in this club, and you just show up and bring your friends along with you to compete against me. Seriously, if you really were interested, you would’ve come a long time ago. I really hope that I win this, so that this club will actually have someone that’s been there from the beginning. I really hope they come through with me because if they don’t, then, it’s either unfair, or they chose her from just one look. I’m going to be very mad if she wins. 
I can‘t believe he just lied to my face. Fake people like that. I wish I could take that vote back. I’ve probably repeated my name at least 3 times to you, and you still don’t know it. 
On the bright side, J really brightened my day ^_^

And everything just feels okay right about now.

I was lonely and felt that books could save me.

I feel as if there’s something wrong, but it feels okay, comfortable.