im supposed to put a description here but i cannot describe myself and these capital letters intimidate me
stay with me
so here i give to you a piece of myself

me writing: i dont know what the heck this means, but it sounds really good

Tagged by taming-the-fox (i shouldnt be doing this instead of summer work)

1: What are you wearing?
black stretchy shorts, coca-cola heart tee, and a bun (still lookin’ cute tho ;3 ) 

2: Ever been in love?
no, but once upon a time i thought love was obsessing over and clinging onto the thought of a guy

3: Ever had a terrible breakup?
only with stuffed animals and fictional stories

4: How tall are you?
5’1” maybe 

5: How much do you weigh?

6: Any tattoos?

7: Any piercings?
2 closed ear piercings

8: OTPs?
i don’t do that anymore. i have a xiuhan blog but it’s not really active anymore

9: Favorite Shows?
i dont watch tv anymore..

10: Favorite Bands? 
not as hard as i used to be with them, but big bang and exo, and i’m diggin’ royal pirates, nu’est, new heights 

11: Something I miss?
being young. well i am still young, but younger

12: Favorite Song?
i dont have one, there are too many wonderful songs and voices 

13: How old are you? 
the golden age

14: Zodiac sign? 

15: Qualities you look for in a partner? 
i’ve been developing this if i had to choose, though i believe that when something works, it works, despite my expectations.

i like someone who

  • has a certain level of cuteness (nice hair would be a plus)
  • can comfort me physically and emotionally
  • is a leader
  • has a similar sense of humor
  • won’t get grossed out by me
  • likes pictures and food and art 
  • will get rid of the bugs and teach me life things because i can’t peel fruit

16: Favorite Quote?
i don’t have favorite things because i am indecisive?? here are a few: 

  • "The smut that was really science fell with a crash into the boys’ eye-avoiding silence." A Brave New World, Aldous Huxley
  • “I myself am made entirely of flaws, stitched together with good intentions.” ― Augusten Burroughs
  • "MY CABBAGES!" -Cabbage Merchant, AtLA

17: Favorite Actor?

18: Favorite Color?

19: Loud Music or Soft?
medium. i don’t like using earphones though

20: Where do you go when you’re sad?
the bathroom or my room

21: How long does it take you to shower?
15-30 mins? depends

22: How long does it take you to get ready in the morning? 
half and hour

23: Ever been in a physical fight?

24: Turn ons?

25: Turn offs?

26: The reason I joined Tumblr?
this is lame and embarrassing but part of it was because i wanted to be able to keep track of teenager posts. but tumblr changed my life 

27: Your biggest fear?
i just fear everything so 

28: Last thing that made you cry?
prob a youtube video that i shouldnt have cried for because i cry too easily now

29: Last time you said you loved someone?

30: Meaning behind your Tumblr url?
first, it just sounds nice, but also awkward. second, it’s about how i’m not grown or ready yet and i’m still young, and also i like lotuses and there’s that saying ” a lotus grows in the mud” so in spite of the hardships, i am still/ i will be beautiful. blossomed sounded better than bloomed at the moment, but i’m sure there’s meaning there too.

31: Last book you read?

A Brave New World - Aldous Huxley

32: Book you are currently reading?

33: Last show I watched?
does a drama count? it’s okay, that’s love

34: Last person you talked to?

35: The relationship between you and the person you last texted?
person above who is da bff

36: Favorite snacks?
all snacks are good snacks. like fruits, and wafers, and chips, and iCe CReAm and pop corn and chocolate and cake 

37: Places you wanna visit?
cali, france, italy, korea, japan, vietnam again, singapore, hong kong, hawaii

38: Last place you were?
besides here at home, the grocery store

39: Do you a crush?
i wouldnt call it a crush

40: Last time you kissed someone?
i don’t kiss, i get kissed ( no, but kristine - no kisses of romance so far (( do my dreams count???)) )

41: Last time you were insulted?
prob an aunt or something idk 

42: Favorite flavor if candy?
nope. maybe cherry

43: What instruments do you play?
piano. i also dabble in singing in the shower

44: Favorite piece of jewelry?
i dont wear much jewelery but probably bracelet

45: Last sport you played?
does volleyball count if i basically just stood there

46: Last song you sang?
unexpectedly- jason chen

47: Favorite pickup line?
you wAnna gO??!!?! huh, you wanNna Go?? out with me 

48: Have you ever used it?
no. i’m not aggressive enough

49: Last time you hung out with someone?
with da bff at the mall and we got candles

50: Who should answer these questions next?

i don’t really talk to anyone on here anymore so i guess anyone who decides to read this???

someone ate my ice cream

I came out to have a good time and I’m honestly feeling so attacked right now

Do you ever feel like you want to tear open and apart your chest even though your chest feels like a thick wall of iron?

yoooooo taeyangs new album

days like this make me wish i had someone to rest on and walk around and not have to talk

why do people always bother me for things when i have actual stuff to do?!?? 

he is testing me

when you think of a brilliant url then find out that someone already has it and they have been inactive for months

all the people i loved on my dash are gone or are fading away now and i’msad

maybe that’s why i don’t feel as attached to tumblr anymore

who decided butts were funny

I want to be able to take someone’s hands and say, “let’s grow together.”

wow wow wow
you go ailee
I like this MV the most so far
Very good job