me writing: i dont know what the heck this means, but it sounds really good
1: What are you wearing?
black stretchy shorts, coca-cola heart tee, and a bun (still lookin’ cute tho ;3 )
2: Ever been in love?
no, but once upon a time i thought love was obsessing over and clinging onto the thought of a guy
3: Ever had a terrible breakup?
only with stuffed animals and fictional stories
4: How tall are you?
5: How much do you weigh?
6: Any tattoos?
7: Any piercings?
2 closed ear piercings
i don’t do that anymore. i have a xiuhan blog but it’s not really active anymore
9: Favorite Shows?
i dont watch tv anymore..
10: Favorite Bands?
not as hard as i used to be with them, but big bang and exo, and i’m diggin’ royal pirates, nu’est, new heights
11: Something I miss?
being young. well i am still young, but younger
12: Favorite Song?
i dont have one, there are too many wonderful songs and voices
13: How old are you?
the golden age
14: Zodiac sign?
15: Qualities you look for in a partner?
i’ve been developing this if i had to choose, though i believe that when something works, it works, despite my expectations.
i like someone who
16: Favorite Quote?
i don’t have favorite things because i am indecisive?? here are a few:
17: Favorite Actor?
18: Favorite Color?
19: Loud Music or Soft?
medium. i don’t like using earphones though
20: Where do you go when you’re sad?
the bathroom or my room
21: How long does it take you to shower?
15-30 mins? depends
22: How long does it take you to get ready in the morning?
half and hour
23: Ever been in a physical fight?
24: Turn ons?
25: Turn offs?
26: The reason I joined Tumblr?
this is lame and embarrassing but part of it was because i wanted to be able to keep track of teenager posts. but tumblr changed my life
27: Your biggest fear?
i just fear everything so
28: Last thing that made you cry?
prob a youtube video that i shouldnt have cried for because i cry too easily now
29: Last time you said you loved someone?
30: Meaning behind your Tumblr url?
first, it just sounds nice, but also awkward. second, it’s about how i’m not grown or ready yet and i’m still young, and also i like lotuses and there’s that saying ” a lotus grows in the mud” so in spite of the hardships, i am still/ i will be beautiful. blossomed sounded better than bloomed at the moment, but i’m sure there’s meaning there too.
31: Last book you read?
A Brave New World - Aldous Huxley
32: Book you are currently reading?
33: Last show I watched?
does a drama count? it’s okay, that’s love
34: Last person you talked to?
35: The relationship between you and the person you last texted?
person above who is da bff
36: Favorite snacks?
all snacks are good snacks. like fruits, and wafers, and chips, and iCe CReAm and pop corn and chocolate and cake
37: Places you wanna visit?
cali, france, italy, korea, japan, vietnam again, singapore, hong kong, hawaii
38: Last place you were?
besides here at home, the grocery store
39: Do you a crush?
i wouldnt call it a crush
40: Last time you kissed someone?
i don’t kiss, i get kissed ( no, but kristine - no kisses of romance so far (( do my dreams count???)) )
41: Last time you were insulted?
prob an aunt or something idk
42: Favorite flavor if candy?
nope. maybe cherry
43: What instruments do you play?
piano. i also dabble in singing in the shower
44: Favorite piece of jewelry?
i dont wear much jewelery but probably bracelet
45: Last sport you played?
does volleyball count if i basically just stood there
46: Last song you sang?
unexpectedly- jason chen
47: Favorite pickup line?
you wAnna gO??!!?! huh, you wanNna Go?? out with me
48: Have you ever used it?
no. i’m not aggressive enough
49: Last time you hung out with someone?
with da bff at the mall and we got candles
50: Who should answer these questions next?
i don’t really talk to anyone on here anymore so i guess anyone who decides to read this???
someone ate my ice cream
I came out to have a good time and I’m honestly feeling so attacked right now
Do you ever feel like you want to tear open and apart your chest even though your chest feels like a thick wall of iron?
yoooooo taeyangs new album
days like this make me wish i had someone to rest on and walk around and not have to talk
why do people always bother me for things when i have actual stuff to do?!??
he is testing me
when you think of a brilliant url then find out that someone already has it and they have been inactive for months
all the people i loved on my dash are gone or are fading away now and i’msad
maybe that’s why i don’t feel as attached to tumblr anymore
who decided butts were funny
I want to be able to take someone’s hands and say, “let’s grow together.”
wow wow wow
you go ailee
I like this MV the most so far
Very good job